Tuesday, 30 May 2006

Morbid thoughts

Somehow, sometimes, I feel that my life is rather meaningless. Really, there's only one big thing keeping me alive - responsibility to an uncle and an aunt, who signed their names on the dotted line for my $300,000 bond.

If I die, everyone will be a bit sad, I suppose, but in the end, life moves on. Meh is fine, cos if I die, she'll be cremated with me. Mother is fine, cos I've got siblings I didn't ask for and a good insurance plan.

I realise I'm lacking in purpose. After I've discharged that expensive responsibility, I'll need to find a purpose to keep me going. I have no desire to jump off any building; don't want to die ugly! :p

Anyway, I'm uttering nonsense again.. On leave today to make rice dumplings. Will be giving out rice dumplings as usual - make everyone grow fat with me! *Evil* :p

4 comments:

  1. dear mf, why are u thinking abt dying at such a young age? u seemed rather pessimistic abt life...hey, u are still young...still got a long way to go....just finish up your bond and go out there to explore...

    well, me feeling the same like u too....dun like the present job but no choice have to struggle on..at least for the sake of my loved ones....i cannot possibly give up now...let's hope that it would be a better tomorrow....

    enjoy your dumpling making...yummu, i love dumpling...long time since my mum makes them....

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  2. Excuse me, if u die, I have no salsa partner anymore... We're almost bond free lah.. Rem the goal to market our cosmetic products to Japan!!

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  3. OI pong !! dun sound so bei guan!rem we must 含饴弄孙tog in future..u said one....

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  4. Woman, do you expect me to dance alone?! Besides, am still waiting for those wild girly parties you've promised to throw..

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